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Joined on 9/11/14
Posted by Seancglover - August 14th, 2020
First off, i'd like to say. Being in this community has been the best years of my life. But unfortunately I'm going to be stepping back.
I have suffered with depression and suicidal tendencies for most of my life. Resulting in me turning to alcohol as a coping mechanism. Which obviously can lead to doing some pretty dumb things.
The reason for leaving is not based solely off of that, but the isolation, drama and lies it has caused since.
I'd like to comment about various people I have known in this community over the years, and hopefully heal any wounds people may have.
First and foremost I'd like to start with;
@Cymbourine . You were my first real relationship, as poorly as it may have turned out, the time we had together were easily some of my best of my life. Im unsure what I did recently for you to ghost me, id hoped we could of talked things out back in February, but thats OK. There isn't a day that goes by where I wish I didnt do things differently, Im sorry that I hurt you. And I wish you happiness and success in your career.
With that in mind;
@Kelzad , unfortunately I don't think I'd ever trust you on a personal level or ever be able to shake your hand. Only thing I could note is you're a talented animator. Even if the story is lame. I can only wish you all the best with your future endeavours.
@Jsoull , I still think the "bully" persona is a negative one. but others seem to get on with it, so not much else to say there. I don't think we really had much beef, I still stand by the betryal collab being a cheap and poor taste thing to do. But hopefully the community has grown out of those petty things. All the best.
@Gibb50 , I think you're a genuine guy, but I feel like you kiss kelzads ass too much. I remember the time when you were one of the big buys in the community its a shame to see you where you right now, I wish you the best.
@kRyy , I think you have a lot of wasted potential sometimes. I think if you took your work more seriously you could do something really special. It's a shame the masked man stuff never went anywhere. But we never really had much beef.
@Spirit9871, Thanks for making CRM. Without it I wouldn't have met cymb and a few other people, I'm glad we met up in February. It was nice to see a face to the name after so many years.
Sparrow , It's been a fun ride. Its been an honour to see CRM grow into what it is now, regardless of all the drama that came with it. I hope it can continue to succeed for many years to come.
@SentryTurbo , I never talked to you that much, but I hope you can do a full movie / solo project, you're a talented guy it would be a shame to not expand your work. I wish you luck in your future.
@Krinkels , you've been an inspiration to me seeing your transformation over the last few years. Your can do attitude and work ethics are something I think everyone should strive for. I'll still be in the MPN backgrkund stuff obviously. But from a Madness standpoint. It was one of my first online experiences and I've met so many people because of your work. So I thank you. And I bless your gains.
So i'll still be finishing the documentary, but in terms of being inside the community and doscord servers, im not gonna be around.
Sorry if I missed anyone, my mind is fragmented at the moment.
If you need to contact me, dm me here or on discord: [Sean] #3611